The old memories
linger somewhere in my mind
The past is not just a
past to my kind
Life teaches you with
thunders,
I choose not to
surrender
Yes I will keep
waiting,
I know maybe the wait
would be never ending.
I try to conceive
myself on hearing your voice
Trying to suppress the
inner turmoil.
Your presence got me
out of darkness,
I ensure I would never
get there back.
I don’t know why I still
expect an answer
I don’t know why I still
expect an answer
No reasons for
emotions
No logic for the mind
to think of.
Maybe like you
I should just get over
Maybe the voices in my
heart aren’t true
Maybe I should follow
the voice in my head.
I am still holding on
to the words you said long ago
Maybe they were just
words for your alter ego
But on this day
Those seem to be
obstacles in my way.
Maybe just soaking in
my own thoughts
Is killing me to the
drought
I remember your last
words
They broke me and got
me to stroke.
Guess I am alone at
the corner of the hook
Maybe the words were
just ment for the book.
I want to be cleansed
from this taint
I want to be cleansed
from this stain
I cant just say things
and take it back
It isn’t just “whatever”
for me.
Its just a constant
tug of war
Between the heart and
the mind.
