Demons of Darkness...!

I write at 2 am for all those broken ones. Darkness is not the place to be. Its time to acknowledge the light. Let us give a meaning to the coffins we have created for ourselves.

Two o’clock in the night, and I can’t close my eyes

Scary memories serve as nightmares

Making it difficult to breathe & avoid the grief

Another night of fear, will it ever go away?

The loneliness is scary

The moments of confusion

Making pain justification wary

Is this anger, here to stay?

Staring in the night

Its scary to face tomorrow

Another day of masking commotions

Making my heart bleed of emotions

Sounds of laughter fade in distance

Melancholy moods hustling the way

A pool of darkness wraps beneath

As the small world crumbles below

This feeling of confusion is drowning

Again the silent screams are unheard

A house of emptiness inside

Cuts the connecting chords 

This darkness doesn’t go off

Failed try in weakening the bond

Seeing myself giving in to it

I whisper "One more time"

Through the suffocation, there's a ray of light

Trying to reach it through blurs of vision

Hoping the path would finally lie alright

Without waiting for a hand to envision

This demon of darkness 

Is no more a fairy tale

Its an unseen force

That gives the hardest blow

Standing in the corner fighting the demons 

A knife on the wrist and just a tiny scratch

She stops to look up

"I should fight one more time."

Ladies take control of situations for success - power to your decisions..!!

Going back to the childhood days, do you remember being in control of everything you owned? Whether your bedroom, your clothes, your toys and more, just everything was just yours and it was your decision whether you share something with others or not. You accomplished goals or strategised ways out of innocence for the things you desired, manipulating things and loved ones as per your wishes. Would you be happy if something went against your wish? Basically the factor to control our lives and situations was inculcated into us since our early days, only after dwelling with the society did some of us lose the control spark within. Ofcourse some of us have the control streak within and others crave for it, it is definitely important for us to be in control of our emotions, thoughts, wishes, desires and even situations.

Every single person around the world has a unique set of goals, values, inspirations and beliefs that make us individuals carrying different perspectives and roles in life. Progressing with life, these are important elements slightly altering the core of our existence and making us adjust to situations in a manner that allows us to gain knowledge and patience from the new experiences and situations that we endure.

Life is a roller-coaster and at times it might drift peacefully and swiftly like the glistening waters or make you want to swim across the shore and save yourself from the ferocious struggles that life offer. It is crucial to have control over anger nd not lose your temper when things go wrong, similarly ensure the fact that when things go in the right direction, you dont let success get to your head and hamper things in the future for you.

No, this is definitely not about the control over needs, it holds a deeper meaning to it, it is basically the sense of control on themselves – when a person is in control of their senses, he is in control of every situation. In persuasion to this, sense of control ia probbly the deepest need a person requires and be comfortable with it. Unless we have control over situations and ourselves, there is a deep tension and discomfort to acquie the need of control and get ourselves and situations soughted.

Success follows once you are in control of every sitauation – every sitaution or action does not require a reaction – this holds  deep meaning to it.

Our world perceives men to be in control of things whereas women to be controlled; although our history proves that women are the strongest of all. They hold a deeper sense of control on themselves handling every situation with the required patience. The women in this era are flourishing as independent individuals and making the world bow to them. Gone are the days, when women were bound to homes, the women of today are creating their own history.

Apart from the men, it is crucial for the women to think beyond boundaries and not be influenced or forced by third person’s thought process and decisions. A woman has the rights to take the smallest decisions based on her wishes and desires. The ability to be independent has long been suppressed in our country, whereas it is important to hold the zeal to survive on your own terms to be independent and control situations. It is fundamentally important to hold yourself tight to achieve success on your own terms.

At the end of the day, it is exceedingly important to be self-sustained and handle things on your own – securing your life and not letting it be influenced by someone else. It is about who you are, what you believe in, nd what you want to be.

All the ladies out there, trust yourselves and take control of your own life – the most empowering thing to change your life quotient from “Happimess” to “Happiness”. Make your own decisions, your choices, listen to your inner voice and not berate the opinions of others.

Soaking in my thoughts...!!!

The old memories linger somewhere in my mind

The past is not just a past to my kind

Life teaches you with thunders,

I choose not to surrender

Yes I will keep waiting,

I know maybe the wait would be never ending.

I try to conceive myself on hearing your voice

Trying to suppress the inner turmoil.

Your presence got me out of darkness,

I ensure I would never get there back.

I don’t know why I still expect an answer

I don’t know why I still expect an answer

No reasons for emotions

No logic for the mind to think of.

Maybe like you

I should just get over

Maybe the voices in my heart aren’t true

Maybe I should follow the voice in my head.

I am still holding on to the words you said long ago

Maybe they were just words for your alter ego

But on this day

Those seem to be obstacles in my way.

Maybe just soaking in my own thoughts

Is killing me to the drought

I remember your last words

They broke me and got me to stroke.

Guess I am alone at the corner of the hook

Maybe the words were just ment for the book.

I want to be cleansed from this taint

I want to be cleansed from this stain

I cant just say things and take it back

It isn’t just “whatever” for me.

Its just a constant tug of war

Between the heart and the mind.

Empty Spaces...!!!

Despite every logic people say

Broken hearts are seen everyday.

I wish people understood how I felt

Since its not always about getting under the belt.

The hidden secrets and lies

Yes, they hurt me inside.

The pain you put me through,

To get over you.

Despite of the love I now regret,

I’ll definitely try to forget.

The memories we left behind,

Still linger somewhere in my mind.

Sometimes when I am on my own,

I let the tears flow, before they can get me blown.

Despite Your actions made me weep,

With your smile you made me weak,

Time that is gone is only treasured,

Sands of time can never be measured.

Gathered in a pile,

The pieces of my heart fail to reconcile.

The memories we shared,

Locked in a box packed with hidden tears.

The pieces of broken heart picked and placed,

Tenderly with a distant smile laced.

Walking around our room the last time,

Remembering the smiles these curtains dime.

The time spent together mostly,

Packing the care softly.

The shattered pieces got a silent tear,

Because I sincerely loved and cared.

Its time to take it all,
Keeping the packed boxes in the hall.

VIRGIN ENCOUNTERS original Series-Season 01 । Episode 02 CIRCLE OF LIFE

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